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i can explain!!

Summer turns to fall, Fall into winter, and I’m finally (kind of?) above water again. This has been a trying few months, to say the least.

For a while I was pretty sick from a reaction to some shots I got… and then I got hit with a pretty serious case of the blues (likely from one of the shots). I couldn’t shake it for a while, and I was just about at wits’ end there for a bit. I didn’t really want to talk to anybody or do anything. Luckily along came a gym membership – a fabulous birthday present – and that helped. Then came ‘the first adjustment’.

The regular workouts helped to highlight that those pesky pains in my left arm weren’t gone. Having received the wrong sort of treatment from the first doc, I decided to go to a chiropractor instead. Well, let’s just say things were much, much worse than the first doc had diagnosed. My first vertebra had slipped out from under my head and was working in tandem with a seriously injured shoulder muscle to cut off blood supply and all nerves to my left arm and ribs. Awesome! Needless to say, the last month has been frought with pain, overall discomfort and a complete lack of concentration as my body was being put back together. Throw two weeks of being snowed in in there, and I was one big ol’ mess by New Year’s.

I am getting better, slowly. Despite the pain, I’m glad I went for a second opinion. I was able to finally go back to the gym for the first time in over a month today, and it felt wonderful. I’ve got a long way to go (I’m still on a 5-lb weight restriction, but seriously – I have to do laundry here!), but I’m on the way.

I have kept busy – though not with knitting, mostly. I’ve been sewing up a storm, and making a lot of other little crafty things. I’ve knit maybe three things since my last entry. A lot changes when your doc says you can’t carry a knitting bag! I can’t carry anything actually. But I still do, because I’m a bad kid.

I will try to update with photos on the morrow… I have a couple hundred to upload!

:)

I’m not dead yet!

Ugh. I’ve just been in internet limbo for a few weeks :)

This is bittersweet for me. This will be the last post I make from my apartment. There is no furniture left. Most of the pictures are off the wall. All that’s left is to clean and pick up the last little bits of my life that aren’t categorized.

I have my stereo here still. That’s about it. My yarn has been in boxes in the garage for three weeks. I haven’t knit since I came back from the desert. Well.. except for four rows of a cardigan I started last week. I’m trying, you know?

Somehow this little apartment still feels like home. There’s nothing here, but it’s still mine. For the next few days.

This is really surreal.

I won’t be at knit night this week, as I’m leaving Thursday for a long weekend in Seattle. But I’ll be back, oh yes, I’ll be back… I miss it too much!

ok, back to cleaning…

more than meets the eye

Well, got back this afternoon from four (well, really two and two halves) days in the desert. And I must say, anyone who thinks that going to the desert in July is crazy, is crazy!

We had one of the best little vacations ever. It was relaxing, allowed us to focus on the here and now and just forget everything else. Because let me tell you, when you’re hiking along a cliff with nothing but aluminum poles to keep you steady, you had better not have another damn thing on your mind.

The drive out there was great. We rocked out to 80′s power pop and The Eagles (BEST music when you’re in the high desert, it just suddenly makes sense). We saw the lush green of the Cascades give way to the yellow and green-gray that was to be our scenery for the weekend.

Contrast

I was amazed at how people lived in this area. There was hardly a parcel of land off highway 26 that didn’t have some signs of ownership, yet the houses were so spread out they could easily have been as far apart as Beaverton and downtown PDX. I wonder how they make a living, and how they stay fed out here where there is just nothing.

The road winds east

We passed through a few small towns that hardly seemed alive. Besides cars on the road, Madras and Warm Springs could have been ghost towns. Prineville really wasn’t much different. It seemed so depressed… nearly every other property appeared to be shut down, abandoned or for sale.

A town! Holy carp!

We were happy to at least give a little back to the local economy.

When we got to the campsite, we had about an hour and a half of light left. And immediately upon unpacking the tent, we noticed a problem. One of those this-will-end-our-vacation problems. But little did V-man know that me and McGyver are like BFFs. And stuff. Because thanks to my pocket knife and Duct tape, I was able to turn a completely destroyed tent pole into a functional piece! Voila!

The campsite

Our tent is only a few inches larger than our bed. This is ok with us.. we don’t need much room. As you can see, ‘all our gear’ doesn’t amount to much. We have a double-thickness air mattress, and it was WONDERFUL. We slept amazingly well the whole time. And that’s really what it’s all about, no? We got wonderful sleeping bags which were comfortable in all temperatures.

We got plenty of activity in. I was amazed at how effortlessly we fell into routine; we awoke, started breakfast (he cooked and I prepared), washed all of the dishes (he washed, I dried), cleaned up the campsite, changed and packed our packs and headed out. There was a very natural synergy in the simplicity of our actions there. We had little, and so had little to worry about. Very basic and simple. We ate when we were hungry, drank whether we were thirsty or not. We rested in the shade and played in the sun. We got dirty, we got clean, we ate dinner and we slept. Our world was reduced to just a few simple options and it felt right. There was no stress there.

We went on a great hike on Saturday – five miles in 90-95 degree heat with little shade on a steep, narrow and winding trail. But we had packs, sunscreen, and hiking poles. Life was good.
Off to conquer the canyons
The terrain was amazing.
Scrub and red earth
And the view was spectacular.
The Reservior from the trail
We also enjoyed a (mostly) relaxing few hours out on our little raft.
Always knitting.
I was able to find a few rocks, though I was pretty tired and I didn’t want to venture out on my own in those conditions. But all in all, it was a great time. I really want to go back.
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What truly amazed me, though, was the sharp contrast between us and the other campers there (not all of them, I’m sure, but certainly the ones within earshot). I came to think of them as Suburban Barbarians. They fought, stressed, preened and complained, used up everything, and threw out the rest. Life was like some giant disposable playset to them. It was honestly disgusting to see how much of their stress they packed with them, and then just let it all out under the guise of ‘family fun’. Each day I would see them hauling kitchen trash bags full of disposable life, lighting fires that they didn’t tend, and going inside their deluxe RVs to nuke their ‘roughin’ it’ food. I mean, really, are microwave meals and fruit loops really ‘relaxing’ foods? Vic and I couldn’t even fill one plastic grocery bag with trash before we left. Half the reason there was anything in it at all was because we had eggshells and coffee grounds to deal with. Seeing the actions of all of these Burbarians made us realize just how green our lifestyle is. Truly amazing. And even we know we could be greener.

What I did see played out before me is the careful dance of consumerism. All of our comforts are conveniently distributed in disposable containers. Buy more disposable things, waste less of your precious time! Never mind the impact – if it doesn’t impact you, there is no impact, right?

And no, it’s not like we’re not consumers either. But we as consumers have a great choice. Vic and I choose to buy re-usable items – things that may need replacing after years of use, but with care will last us through many seasons. Plastic plates and washcloths instead of paper plates and paper towels. We choose foods and products that have less packaging, less waste. Bulk bags of trail mix and eggs in recyclable paper cartons; a five-gallon water jug instead of two cases of bottles. It doesn’t cost us any less, and in some cases it may cost a little more. But that five-gallon jug, at $8, may last us ten years. The trail mix will last a week, with only one bag to show for it. It’s all the little things, and they add up. It just makes sense to be green, to be good stewards of our earth. And considering that we were in the desert in July to be closer to nature, we made the rash assumption that others might share that viewpoint. As it turns out, no one seems to be able to step outside their stressful, angsty little comfort zone and get a litte more mileage out of their effort. No, ‘vacation’ must mean a chance to bring it all with you but let someone else clean up your mess. It’s just sad. But Vic and I will continue to be as green as we can be, in hopes that we might make up a little for the actions of others.

This little foray into the desert showed me many things. One may look at the desert and think it to be devoid of life. Dead. But no – it is alive. So fully alive that it’s almost unbelievable. All of these things survive with less. Less water, less shelter, fewer food sources. But they thrive. Why? Because they have adapted to living with less. Why can’t we do the same?

One more thing before I go

I’m off to the desert in a little bit, but just had to check – this is all I need, right?

all i need

i think I’m all set :)

Oh, and LOOK! what the heck is this? an FO? no way…

Autumn Harvest - FO!

Now I have to find a whole new project to work on in the desert….

Just keep running running, and running running….

*whew* I never notice how much time passes between posts. My goodness. It has been a full few weeks though, I might add.

First things first, though:

Rachel's wee sweater - FO

I finally finished the niece-to-be’s first sweater! Goodness sakes, it only took me about forever. I think it’s darn cute. I hope her parents think the same!

I’ve also made good progress on my taking-forever Autumn Harvest socks. In fact, I’m but a few short rounds from the end. I will photograph them as FO’s! Hopefully this month, too, lol!

My green kids – holy cow. I’m going to have to take some pics of them. They’re insane. The peppers, all but the chili plant, unfortunately will now only be ornamental. They got one last round of aphids that completely neutered them, and I don’t think they’ll have time to recover this season. Oh well, peppers need much more sunlight than my little deck can provide. The strawberries as well aren’t doing very well; they look ok, but their fruit is long in growing. I think it’s too hot for them.

But the tomatoes. Oh goodness the tomatoes… I think I must have accidentally used crack instead of regular fertilizer, because, no lie – they’re only a few inches shorter than me now. And for a plant, that’s pretty damn tall! I bought a new 54″ cage for my Roma because it had outgrown the 42″ one by about 8″. Vic and I carefully removed the old cage, staked it with a 60″ stake, and put the new cage on it on Thursday night. By yesterday morning, the plant was taller than the cage. What’s crazy is that the cherry is keeping up! It managed to grow in and out and around the bars of its 42″ cage, so much so that we can’t remove it. So, I stuck a 60″ stake in its pot as well, and whenever it decides to bear I’ll secure it to the stake.

I am a little worried that my tomatoes may not bear fruit, though. I’m wondering if they’re just not getting enough sun to flower. I’m going to get some tomato food this week. I do think there are some wee little buds coming out on the roma at least, but it’s hard to tell buds from leaves at that stage.

My poor darn peas! i finally got some hardware cloth and ran the little suckers up onto it. A few of them are at least 18″ tall, but I know that not having them staked was a serious detriment to their ability to grow properly. I hope they take well to it. My sweet pea, though, is flowering! Pretty little white blossoms.

I’m hoping my green kids will fare well while I’m gone over next weekend. I might have to bring them all indoors and leave the AC on or something. Ugh.

Speaking of being gone next weekend, we are finally coming up on our camping trip! We’ve got almost everything we need. We need a little more food and a few odds and ends and we’ll be set. Although neither of us like heat, I’m still looking forward to the desert. I think it’ll be different. As long as I can go rock hunting and see some stars, I’ll be a-ok! I’m going to pack some light knitting with me too, in case the weather is ever conducive to it. I can at least knit in the (very chilly) evenings and on the trip out and back. Maybe I’ll do what I did on my last camping trip and bring a bunch of unfinished projects!

It’s going to be nice to get away for a while, albeit a short while. Life has been hectic, to say the least. For one thing, I’m going to quit the Saturday Market. I worked the whole July 4th weekend, paid $114 to be there, and sold $18 in merchandise and had a $12 theft. So I essentially paid $108 to sit on my ass and hate the world for a whole weekend. Not good. That was just the last straw… I’m so far under from this season that there is no way I could recoup my losses in time to pay for another month. So I’m out. I’m looking into other options, and Vic and I are going to use our free weekends (what the heck is that?!) to revamp my website and get some marketing materials out. I’ve got to make at least enough to pay the few recurring bills that I do have for the business.

So, we went and rented a storage unit down in Sherwood to store both the market stuff and other things before we move. We took two carloads down today – all stuff that had been in my little storage area here, and some of the market stuff that came home with me. We’ll get the rest after we get back from camping – and that’s when I’ll submit my resignation papers too.

I went to the Gem Faire too this weekend, and brought the V-man with me – he got his first glimpse of how I am in action, buying my wares. We didn’t stay too long, and I didn’t spend too much. I can’t really afford to! Not to mention, I really only was looking for a few things – odds and ends to fill out the higher-end spectrum of stones. I got some saltwater pearls – the difference between those and the freshwater pearls is stunning. I can’t wait to design with those!

We also went to an open house – but it was just way too small. It’s a bummer… it seems like now that we’re getting so close to the early move date, all our leads are drying up. But we still have time. Honestly, as long as we get something by the first week of October, we’ll be ok. We just have to keep going for it :)

Well, it’s now two hours past my bedtime (not that I could’ve slept anyway, after getting about 13 hours last night), and I have a headache. Time to give up and get ready for another Monday!

A meme, among things

I saw this on Sharon’s blog, and had to do it too!

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(click photo for credits)
Zee eenstucciones, eef you vant to do eet yawrsaelf:

The instructions to create the mosaic are:
Type your answers to each of the questions below into Flickr Search
Using only the first page, pick an image
Copy and paste each of the URLs into the mosaic maker

1. What is your first name?
2. What is your favorite food?
3. What high school did you go to?
4. What is your favorite color?
5. Who is your celebrity crush?
6. Favorite drink?
7. Dream vacation?
8. Favorite dessert?
9. What do you want to be when you grow up?
10. What do you love most in life?
11. One word to describe you.
12. Your Flickr name.

Of all things, I was surprised and ultimately dismayed by the number of people who share my first name. What sucks is that they’re all pretty, too. Once again, I’m the odd man out.

Not that I think anyone would wonder, but my dream vacation is to Svalbard, Norway, and then on to the North Pole (geographic). I lurves me some cold. I must experience midnight sun and polar night before I die.

So, my whole body hurts from working out and I’m just brain dead from work. The crunch continues. Amazingly, i have done some things over the last week or so. More on that later. :)

My thumbs are turning green

And I hope they stay that way! I started a little deck garden. I kept hearing about all the plants my coworkers were growing, and I just couldn’t wait any more. I know I’m moving soon, but even still – I miss gardening.

So, I adopted some green kids:

Salad-to-be Roma if you want to

In the photos there are two strawberry plants, a roma tomato, a cherry tomato, sweet pea (since re-potted), and red and green bell and jalapeno peppers. I’ve since also gotten a red chili pepper plant.

And since I couldn’t find pole bean plants, I decided, what the hey! I’ll make my own. I got pole pea seeds, which produce and grow similarly.

Mmmmm peas!

So, I probably should have read the back of the pack first before planting – they grow tall and they won’t produce flowers (and therefore no fruit) above 75 degrees – which means I have to grow them indoors! Oops!

I figured that my mom and I grew six plants and got about five pounds of fruit in one harvest. So I thought five plants would be great. I planted a little extra, knowing that I’ve had a track record of killing my poor little sprouts. Into the dirt went half the pack; I watered and closed the lid. In seven to 14 days, I should see sprouts, said the package.

Planting Beans

So, on the morning of day three, I saw this:

Sprouts!!

Five sprouts! Already! I had my plants! So yesterday, day six, I took the cover off the little greenhouse to give the kids some air, and what did I find?

Sprouts - day 6

Twenty-seven sprouts. TWENTY FREAKING SEVEN. At the rate they’re growing, as many of them are over an inch tall already, I’ll have to separate them into pots in about two weeks. Good thing I’ve got a bunch of seeding peat pots and extra soil!

Two of my coworkers agreed to take some of them, But that’ll only knock me down to, oh, seventeen plants. So far.

Anybody want some pole pea plants? They grow very fast, and need a good amount of sun, and most importantly, a trellis or support on which to grow (they’re vines). They produce an amazing amount of fruit if cared for well, and the peas can be eaten raw, stir-fried, boiled, canned, and they freeze very well. They’re a hardy plant and can survive frosts, though heat is a problem for blooming. They should bear the first fruit in late august, but if weather is too hot, they could wait until up to October. They’re a great fall-harvest plant. They taste like a cross between snow peas and green beans. (though, truth be told I’ve only ever had the purple variety, which are sweeter.) These are the plant that your typical frozen peas come from, but the hull can be eaten as well. As long as the pods are picked before maturity, the plant will continue to produce.

So, yeah. That’s a lot of plants! Sadly, I still want more…. V-man has expressed interest in my growing pickling cucumbers, but I don’t like pickles. So if the results were disastrous he’d be the only one to know and then we’re out a whole crop. So, some day :) I do want to grow cukes though…

FAIL!

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As a 1930s wife, I am
Very Poor (Failure)

Take the test!

lol!

As fun as watching dirt grow

So i got these cute little seedling pots at Target. They came with dehydrated soil – just add water! And guess what? When you do, it looks like poo. (don’t mind the office banter)

Besides that, I had a whole week of math and swatching at work this week. I’m working on three projects at once (big surprise!). Honestly, it’s a whole lot better than 15 at a time! Speaking of those 15 – if you get the knitpicks email newsletter, you’ll see 14 of them very soon. :)

i wore a skirt and stockings to work today, and of course promptly ran said stockings. So, on my lunch break I took a wild journey to JC Penney to get some new ones. Much cursing when I discovered upon my return to work that even the amazon-sized hose don’t fit. I mean, come on! So, I started talking to a co-worker about where I might get some silicone gel caulk to make my own darn undergarments. I had started some last year, but never finished due to lack of stay-up power. I’m bound and determined that this summer I will have my very own custom things.

I just have to say that I hate pantyhose, stockings and tights in general. I can’t stand shapewear. All of these things are designed to mould your body into some odd shape and ‘smooth out’ your flaws. Screw that! all I want is to keep my thunderthighs from rubbing raw. I don’t need to pinch, tuck, smooth, lift or flatten. I’m tired of wearing all of these store-bought things tucked into my bra (because that’s just how high the rise is). So, I’m going to make myself some low-rise bike shorts and other things to act as my anti-friction devices. I have bathing suit liner material already; all I need is a pattern. I think I’m going to try to find a swimsuit-bottom type pattern and just give it longer legs.

Well, that said, I was thinking of stopping by Fabric Depot on my way home, but I didn’t – and i’m glad I didn’t. I got home (late, of course, since it’s Friday) and paid some bills – and found that I really couldn’t live much longer with my old, crazy Brita faucet. I needed a new one right quick – and I wouldn’t have had the money if I’d gone to FD. So, I have a new faucet (no more showers when I use the tap!), no new fabric, and I’m ok with that. I will still have to go to FD or the Mill Ends place some time soon – I have lots of costumes to make for PAX. And, now that it’s warming up (ok, in theory at least), it’s time for some skirts.

I do hope that I can drop the water weight I’ve been lugging around. I think it’s starting to go away now that I’ve improved my work-food diet at least a little. But, with that gone, I can fit better into the stuff I already have, lessening my need to make more stuff. Because I just don’t really have time, after all! ;-)

Well, i’m nodding off… no new knitting news to report, but hopefully some tomorrow!

If I could save time in a bottle…

Holy Moly. The time is flying.

My brain is nearly full. Work is going well, but i’m just so busy. I don’t have enough time during the day to get my stuff done, so I’ve been taking work home with me every day – except tonight. I just couldn’t. And I knew I wouldn’t get to it anyway, since I hung out with the Knitbloggers tonight!

I’ve gotten even MORE yummy stitchjones wonderfulness in the past couple of weeks. This yummy delight:

Stitchjones Andes Mint

Andes Mint – how totally delicious!!

And today, a beautiful specimen, bestowed upon me by the venerable and kind-hearted Duffy:

Stitchjones Roving

She’s doing roving now! Holy pants. This could be dangerous! Four ounces for $10. Seriously people.

But that’s not all I’ve added to my inventory. Let’s just say that during the office move, we had some clearing out to do:

New Yarn Menagerie!

I’ll give you a cookie if you can guess how many balls of yarn that is! I couldn’t believe it either. It’s mostly stuff I probably won’t find a use for any time soon, but there’s a lot of interesting sample stuff and mistakes in there. I like weird stuff. And then there’s the brain skein. What exactly is a brain skein? Well, it’s a ball of bizarre Italian novelty crap that, at first glance, I remarked looked like a brain. And somehow when I got home it was in my stuff. I really don’t know how. Really. It kinda creeped me out actually. The photo doesn’t do it justice. Binocci 2

It looks like a creepy oozing brain.

I think I like it.

So, moving on. I have done a little knitting recently. And by little, I really mean that. Most of my knitting hours are spent on work things, so it’s rare these days that I have time for me. But I did make an excuse to cast on a new pair of socks for myself:

Autumn Wheat - ankletastic

Yeah, they’re a little past cast-on now. I like them. I decided with all of this insanely gorgeous Stitchjones stuff staring me down, I needed to make use of the oldest and least appealing things in my stash so that I wouldn’t feel too guilty diving into the prettiness. So, here are two discontinued and kinda ugly colorways from Blue Moon. As ugly as they are, I think they work well together. They’re much better together than either on their own, so with the leftovers from this pair I’m going to make another pair in the opposite color pattern. I don’t think I’ll use this exact stitch motif, though it is pretty; it’s very bulky and impractical for colder seasons or heavy shoes. And since I don’t wear wool socks as often in the summertime, there’s not much use in too many pair of highly textured socks. But they are darn pretty. The stitch I chose looks like little ears of wheat:

Autumn Wheat - wheat-y

too bad it doesn’t like to be photographed!

I got a good action shot of the Boring Charcoal Socks too:

Boring Charcoal Socks - On

He’s only had them a few weeks and they’re already pilling like the dickens. It’s crazy how much he really wears them. I’m proud :) He will be getting many more.

Besides work knitting and a few errant socks, I’ve been working on the Lisa Shrug for Twisted. They gave me this project to do a week before I got hired at KP, and I feel terribly that I haven’t finished yet. The darn thing has been really plagued with weirdness. First of all was the swatch. The gauge was nearly square, and is measured after machine washing – I had to swatch over and over and go up two needle sizes to get it. Even then I had to block the heck out of it to get the row gauge right. I’m thinking about washing it before I sew all the pieces together, but I don’t know. Haven’t decided yet. Anyway, as I was going through, I kept thinking that there was a lot more than meets the eye with this one. It looks really really simple, but I was really having to pay attention to it. Turns out it’s rated “Experienced.” Who knew! It looks good so far, though.

Lisa Shrug - Body done

Well, I have a lot left to say, but my time is growing short. I’d have been in bed already but my downstairs neighbor is watching something pretty loud and indiscriminately yelling at her cat, so it’s not very peaceful here at the moment. This too shall pass :)

Now that I’ve finally got some pics uploaded, I can post about stuff again. So I’ll post again soon :) But for now, it’s off to dreamland for me.